August 13, 2005

Politics: Who to Believe?

Here is a case for and against George Bush.

The Bad Hair Day Blog gives the case for

More Americans have jobs today than at any other time in history

In today's Wall Street Journal: The Great American Jobs Machine: Employment is higher than at any time in history
But the larger story of American job creation, and its causes, is even more impressive.

First, more Americans have jobs today than at any other time in history. Second, over the past two decades or so, the U.S. has created more than 40 million jobs--twice as many as Europe and Japan combined. And third, the U.S. has one of the lowest jobless rates of all developed nations.
. . .
Part of the explanation for this success is that, especially compared to Europe, the U.S. has imposed fewer taxes and regulations (even though we have plenty) that make it onerous for employers to hire and fire workers. A unique feature of the U.S. economy is that Americans move in and out of jobs--usually to rise up the income elevator--at a rapid and persistent pace. This is the key to the Great American Jobs Machine, and it explains why Europe and Japan should be more like us, and not the other way around.
In the meantime, Paul Krugman's bellyaching that it's an economy driven by real estate, and that "it has been a pretty disappointing recovery", since "we're paying for the housing boom (and the military buildup and tax cuts) with money borrowed from foreigners". To Paul, the glass is always half-empty, isn't it?

Too bad he doesn't read The Economist, which says,
There is much to welcome and little to fear in the economy's current progress.
Looks to me like the glass is more than half full, Paul.


While the Entangled thoughts blog presents data against


See if you can guess when G. W. Bushit became President.

Go ahead---take a wild guess--see if you can figure it out.
( Thanks to Intoxination for image)--go read about this at:http://intoxination.blogspot.com/2005/08/closer-look-at-oil-crisis.htm

We can find any data we want to support our position. So who is right? Both? Neither?
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July 27, 2005

Death Again

By noon today I will have attended two funerals.

The first was for my wife's 96 year old aunt. She had suffered Alzheimer's for years and recently suffered a series of strokes. Her passing, while sorrowful, was also a blessing. It was a bittersweet time, as we mourned her passing, but celebrated her life.

Probably my most vivid memory of her was a visit to her home in Birmingham in 1989. My children were 6 and 9, and that night was magical. The stars shown brighter than I ever remember, or perhaps I am remembering the fireflies. I have never before or since seen so many fireflies at one time. They filled the night, and we had fun catching them in jars, like when I was a kid. And our aunt was also created ceramic pieces, so her house was full of dishes, but especially birds. She told my daughter that she painted the sky. It was all like it was yesterday.

The second death, though, is one that breaks your heart. I know it is devestating for his family, and I cannot imagine what they are going through. Benjamin died in Berkeley as he and two friends returned home from a party in San Francisco. An 18 wheeler coming from the opposite direction lost control, jack-knifed, and Benjamin's car crashed into it, killing all three people in the car.

His family was very proud of him. He had completed a dual major in Chemistry and Chemical Engineering at LSU in 4 years with a nearly perfect GPA. He was accepted by many of the premier universities and chose the University of California, one of the best in the country, if not the best in Chemistry. He graduated in May with a Ph. D. in nanotechnology. It is a shame.
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July 08, 2005

Random Thoughts: London Bombings, Follow-up to Jessica Simpson

I saw the Tony Blair news conference from the G8 Summit and was moved by his poise, mixed with the sense of loss and despair and hurt for his people. It was refreshing to see a politician talk in this way.

My prayers go out to the 40 dead, 700 injured, Great Britain, the Queen, and to the PM.

Regarding my Jessica Simpson dream that I talked about yesterday, I complained that my wife was not the reason for turning away Jessica Simpson. I was complaining to my subconscious, and how often does he listen to me? Never. I am never able to consciously make my subconcious do what I the ego want it to do. But last night I dreamed of my wife. Perhaps it was being away from home, the separation, whatever. But is was almost a duplicate of the Jessica Simpson dream. How about that?

Well, the alarm is going off, telling me to wrap up and go to work. Auf Wiedersehen.

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The Moviegoer Book Report

I finally finished reading it last night. Of course, I knew how it would end because I had read it before. Binx marries Kate and finds salvation, of a sorts, from the malaise of the modern world, or the post-civil war South. Whatever. My first thought on finishing was what did Binx do with his life after this? The The Moviegoer ends when Binx is 30 years old. Did he live happily ever after, telling Kate what to do? I think not, but he did not fade into oblivion, or did he? Perhaps Percy tells us in his later books, but I do not have the inclination, just yet, to pursue it.

If I do, I can start with Lancelot. I have two copies, a first edition and a signed second edition. Too bad I didn't get a signed first edition. But as I was buying the copy of the first edition, my sister was getting me a signed copy. She lived near Covington, where Percy lived and his daughter had a book shop. Perhaps she still does. I will try to research it when I have time.

Now, the reading of The Moviegoer will be linked to the London bombings and the airplane ride to Houston. I learned about the bombings as I waited to board the plane, and then I read the part in the book about Binx and Kate's trip to Chicago. There are enough similarities to keep me going for hours, but let's say that they are linked together in my mind, in my experience.

And isn't personal experience what my blog is all about?

The Moviegoer is done, long live Eudora Welty, the next on my list of Southern readings.

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Hummingbird

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It is before 6 AM and I find myself alone in a hotel room outside Houston. I am here on business, but I went to sleep early, which means I woke up early. So, here I am making an entry into my blog.

I had the television on "CSI" and left it on "Without a Trace" for background noise as I tried to finish reading The Moviegoer. As is the usual, I fell asleep, and awoke maybe 1.5 hours later to the hummingbird guy on "David Letterman". Maybe it was the twilight state I was in, but I have not laughed so much in a while. In the broadcast orginally shown on May 24, the hummingbird guy has on a helmet with 3 hummingbird feeders attached. He is attempting to attract hummingbirds, so he is sitting in the middle of the yard. The best part is when Dave is asking him something, and the hummingbird girl, seemingly still, moves his head enough to start the feeders to slightly, rhythmically oscillating. Of course, it cracked Letterman up. If you missed it you missed a classic.

I guess I could say this was a repetition for me. The other experience I had was not of laughter but of disorientation, when as a twenty-year-old I awoke to David Bowie singing "Space Oddity" on The Midnight Special. It was the first time I ever saw David Bowie, and he was made up as Ziggy Stardust. It took a minute to become re-oriented. At first, I wasn't sure that I was not in the middle of a nightmare.

So, Binx, what I have I done with my life in the intervening 30 years? I will try to answer that in my book report, since I finished reading The Moviegoer immediately after this, now that I was awake.

While on the hummingbird thread, one of my favorite songs is "Hummingbird" by Wilco. The lyrics act as a bridge between the hummingbird guy and The Moviegoer, just in case the Bowie-hummingbird guy repetition was not enough.

Wilco - Hummingbird Lyrics

His goal in life was to be an echo 
Riding alone, town after town, toll after toll 
A fixed bayonet through the great southwest to forget her 

She appears in his dreams 
But in his car and in his arms 
A dream can mean anything 
A cheap sunset on a television set can upset her 
But he never could 

Remember to remember me 
Standing still in your past 
Floating fast like a hummingbird 

His goal in life was to be an echo 
The type of sound that floats around and then back down 
Like a feather 
But in the deep chrome canyons of the loudest Manhattans 
No one could hear him 
Or anything 

So he slept on a mountain 
In a sleeping bag underneath the stars 
He would lie awake and count them 
And the gray fountain spray of the great Milky Way 
Would never let him 
Die alone 

Remember to remember me 
Standing still in your past 
Floating fast like a hummingbird 

Remember to remember me 
Standing still in your past 
Floating fast like a hummingbird 

A hummingbird 
A hummingbird
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July 06, 2005

Road Thread PM

I have become unstuck in time. Oh, wait, that was Billy Pilgrim. Talk about a character that experienced repetitions! [I should finish The Movigoer soon, so I will stop talking about it. Then I can talk about Eudora Welty, and then Umberto Eco, in that order. Maybe I should be called the Bookreader, because I seem to be looking for meaning in novels.]

Getting back on the subject. I may not have become unstuck in time, but I have experienced the ultimate thread. And I have no idea what it means. "So, what about this road thread?" you ask.

I was stalled in traffic on top of the I-10 Mississippi River Bridge. In front of me was a car from Florida, passing him on the inside lane was a car from Nevada. I jokingly thought, now another car from out of state, and I have me a thread. Well, next came Virginia, then Texas,  followed by Kansas,  Arizona, and  California. No  18-wheelers. All cars or vans. Seven in a row!!! Imagine my surprise. What did it mean???

But it did not stop there. I exited the bridge to bypass the I-10/I-110 merge (or lack of merge), and re-entered the interstate at Louise Street, or whatever it is called. For the next 2-3 miles, all Louisiana tags. And then the Texas thread began ... 1,2, and sure enough 3. It was broken by a Mississippi, and then followed by a Texas. Was this all mere coincidence? Perhaps. Was the Mississippi thrown in just to get my attention? Three in a row, broken by a Mississippi, but just to show me that it was no mere coincidence, another Texas. Kind of like a wink, letting me in on the joke. Was I getting the right message? Should I start playing Powerball in earnest?

And then as I slowed and waited to exit I-12 to Sherwood, the initial car in the thread, the one from Nevada passes me. No kidding. I stopped at the Shell station and bought a lottery ticket for tonight. Don't be surprised that I win. But if I don't then so what?

Also, the last song on the radio is one that I mean to include in my next mix on my iPod, Megalomaniac by Incubus.

I hear you on the radio
You permeate my screen, its' unkind but
If I met you in a scissor fight
I'd cut off both your wings on principle alone
On principle alone

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no f***ing Elvis
Special, as you know yourself
Baby, just step down, step down

If I were your appendages
I'd hold open your eyes
So you would see
That all of us are heaven sent
There was never meant to be only one
To be only one

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no f***ing Elvis
Special, as you know yourself
Baby, just step down, step down

Yeah
You're no Jesus
You're no Elvis
...
You're no answer

Hey megalomaniac
You're no Jesus
Yeah, you're no f***ing Elvis
Special, as you know yourself
Just step down

Is God trying to get my attention? Is He trying to tell me that I am on the right track in my search? Is he telling me to go play the lottery? Or, am I some sort of megalomaniac?

Stay tuned. Who knows where this is going?
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The Jessica Simpson Thread

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This may or may not be a thread. As I have defined it, I guess my thread is sort of like two concepts of the Moviegoer combined, a combination of a validation and a repetition. For those who have not read the book, I describe a repetition in http://marcopolo.blog.com/250708/. A validation is another Binx technique for fighting malaise. A validation is when one's neighborhood is seen in a movie, thus, it is somewhere. So, maybe my thread is looking for a common denominator in events and thus being validated. I'll have to give that some thought.

The Jessica Simpson thread started, literally, months ago, since she was in town filming an American classic, The Dukes of Hazard. Yes, right here in Baton Rouge. She went to many of my haunts, like Phil's and Walk-Ons. She was in the news. People were talking about her. More recently, though, my wife and I had gone to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and one of the trailers was for the Dukes. My wife told me that we would have to go see it, if not for its cinematic value, then to see if we could recognize the sights and faces of Baton Rouge. The second part of this recent thread happened night before last. My wife was surfing the channels and saw that Jessica and Nick had a special. I explained to wife who they were, and so we watched another show. Yesterday, a co-worker of mine said that he had watched the Jessica and Nick special, because he was unsure of what she sang or what it was she did. He commented that she sang okay, but her dancing evoked Elaine's dance from Seinfeld. So far, there is not enough to call this a thread. Where the unexpected, where is the lesson? Well, I had to go dream about her. And what a dream! She came on to me, a middle-aged man of average looks. And it gets better. I turned her away. In the dream she and my even older brother were together. I assured her that it was not my desire, but that I would do nothing to hurt my brother, that I would even die for him. Later, when I realized she was not with my brother, I did not try anything with her. Now, I have read Jung many years ago, and know that it truly was not Jessica Simpson, but my anima that I was speaking, acting toward. So, what does it say about me that I had to use my brother as an excuse? Why not my wife? She seemed not to be involved in the dream.

While I am writing about threads, I have had a few memorable ones. Maybe I will talk about them one day. Like the day my mother died. Like the one time I won a solitaire game that I have not won before or since, and the events surrounding the one-time event. Like the time my wife and I went to San Francisco and sat by people from Baton Rouge on the cable car. Eerie isn't it?

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July 05, 2005

Serendipity, Repetition, Thread

Have I become Binx Bolling?

I have read about 2/3 of The Moviegoer, and is my search for meaning just a pale imitation of a book I read 25 or 30 years earlier?

Quote from tbe book: What is a repitition? A repetition is the re-enactment of past experience toward the end of isolating the time segment which has elapsed in order that it, the lapsed time, can be savored of itself and without the usual adulteration of events that clog time like peanut in brittle. Last week, for example, I experienced an accidental repetition. I picked up a German language weekly in the library. In it I noticed an advertisement for Nivea Creme, showing a woman with a grainy face turned up to the sun.. Then I remembered that twenty years ago I saw the same advetisement in a magazine on my father's desk, the same woman, the same grainy face, the same Nivea Creme. The events of the intervening twenty years were neutralized, the thirty million deaths, the countless torturings, uprootings and wanderings to and fro. Nothing of consequence could have happened because Nivea Creme was exactly as it was before. There remained only time itself, like a yard of smooth peanut brittle.

I read this the day after I went searching for a creme for my mother-in-law. As we searched the shelves, I pointed out Nivea Creme. It was not what she was looking for, but I was told that she did indeed have Nivea Creme in her bathroom at home. (She was visiting us for the holiday.) Imagine my surprise when I read about Nivea Creme in a book written over 45 years ago. What does it all mean? Does it validate my search? Could Nivea Creme possibly have been lurking in the back of mind all these years, and I knew it was about to come up? I have a good memory, but not that good. And when I was a young man, I can assure you that Nivea Creme made no impression. So does it mean that my search is validated? Or, am I a pathetic, middle-aged man, imitating a book?

I wrote about serendipity a few days ago, and Percy's description of a repetition is much of what I was writing about. Repetition may be a better word than serendipity for what I am talking about, but before I read about Percy's repetition, I had come up with my own word: thread. I believe my own experience is a little different than Binx's. Binx is trying to defeat the malaise in his life, through devices like the repetition. In my own, I am looking for connection or meaning or God, and I am looking for a thread. Maybe it's all the same thing.

Besides the Nivea Creme incident, I have experienced two other threads recently. One with Brooke Shields and another with Southern mothers linked by Charleston, South Carolina.

I am not sure the Brooke Shields one is of any value to my search , but maybe it is. It started with my viewing, late at night, the now classic The Blue Lagoon, in which a 14-year-old Brooke romps around an island, half naked, with her hair pasted to her boobs. It did lead me to wonder about the life of Brooke Shields. Here she started at as a child/teenage sex symbol, only to morph into Suddenly Susan. Which one was she? Which one was closer to the real Brooke Shields? I thought. The next couple of days I heard about her feud with Tom Cruise, where he attacked her for using drugs to combat post-partem depression. This was the first I had heard of it. It led me to wonder, though, what kind of mother would Brooke be? Hell, for all I know, she may already be a mother. She is certainly old enough. So, is the thread over? Usually, when I become aware that there is a thread, it is over. Maybe not. It could be announced that she will be starring in a new movie, set in Charleston, playing the mother in an adaptation of a Pat Conroy novel. Then she would be part of my next thread.

My first connection to Charleston is that my sister lives there, and I was thinking of her, because our brother was set to visit. I have tried unsuccessfully to reach her this weekend. But anytime I think of my family, I often think of my mother, now dead these past 32 years. The second connection was seeing the last half of The Prince of Tides, in which the mother is portrayed as a self-seeking woman, who is unable to help her children through crisis. The third mother in my trilogy of mothers, while not from Charleson, is the one portrayed in The Moviegoer. While not from Charleson, she is from the South, so close enough. I think both are needed to think of my mother. She had a hard time coping with the everyday rigors of family life. Let's just leave it at she sometimes let things go, not unlike the mother in The Prince of Tides. More mundane, for our family crises were not of the same order. Ours were much more ordinary, less dramatic, but still deep in their ordinary, everydayness. The mother in the Moviegoer, while a good mother, is still unable to be of much help to her son. So, in the end, this is perhaps the lesson of this thread, that mothers can lay the foundation, but beyond that are unable to help their sons find salvation. Perhaps that is too harsh, but I believe what I am trying to say, is that the journey I am on, while not unique, is lonely.
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July 03, 2005

Random Quotes

I was a-trembling, because I'd got to decide, forever, betwixt two things, and I knowed it. I studied a minute, sort of holding my breath, and then says to myself: "All right then, I'll go to hell"—and tore it up. It was awful thoughts and awful words, but they was said. And I let them stay said; and never thought no more about reforming. (Huckleberry Finn, Mark Twain)

"I don't quite know what we're doing on this insignificant cinder spinning away in a dark corner of the universe. That is a secret which the high gods have not confided in me. Yet one thing I believe and I believe it with every fibre of my being. A man must live by his lights and do what little he can and do it the best he can. In this world goodness is destined to be defeated. But a man must go down fighting. That is the victory. To do anything less is to be less than a man." (The Moviegoer, Walker Percy)

"Doesn't Remind Me"
Audioslave
The things that I've loved the things that I've lost
The things I've held sacred that I've dropped
I won't lie no more you can bet
I don't want to learn what I'll need to forget
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July 01, 2005

Loneliness and the Colors of the Rainbow

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone." Orson Welles

It is strange the things you think in the middle of the night when you lie sleepless in your bed at 3 AM.  It is a lonely time, and no matter how many friends or family you might have, there will be times when you are alone.

Maybe it's because I read a book about science trivia, maybe it's because I talked about my first grade teacher the other day ("Death", June 29), maybe it's because  I have  been re-reading The Moviegoer that I have both loneliness and colors in my head in the middle of the night when I should be dreaming.

After 25 years I decided to re-read the novel chronicling Binx Bolling's search. Why? This blog has suddenly energized me, and I suspect this is why I awaken every night at 3 AM, unable to fall back asleep, and why I am re-reading a book about a man from Louisiana searching for meaning. Sound familiar? First mystery solved.

And I am sure the second is because I thought about Lilacs the other day, which led me to thinking about my first grade teacher's talking of the poem. I remember a few profound teachings from first grade, and this no doubt led me to remember one of the ones that has stuck with me throughout my life, her talking about primary colors. She explained that primary colors were such that any color could be produced by combining the three primary colors (green, blue, red) of light. She showed us a color wheel and also explained that the primary colors of pigments were three, but slightly different (yellow replacing green). Again, she explained that we would learn why when we were older. At the time I remember thinking that when I grew older, many mysteries like this would be explained to me and that I would grow as wise as Miss McClendon. Did she really understand, and know that we could not understand with our six year old minds? Or did she not really understand? I choose to believe that she did.

I am older now. I understand why there are three primary colors of light. I also understand why there are three primary colors of pigments. But I am still a long ways from being the wise man I thought I would be.

A quote from The Moviegoer by Walker Percy:

The search is what anyone would undertake if he were not sunk in the everydayness of his own life. This morning, for example, I felt as if I had come to myself on a strange island. And what does a castaway do? Why, he pokes around the neighborhood and he doesn't miss a trick.

To become aware of the possibility of the search is to be onto something. Not to be onto something is to be in despair.
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